I and English

First, I’d rather not have English in the course of the carrier; it is really difficult to me.

I understand it is necessary although that need bother me, because it only aggravates a reality were some peoples colonize other trough the language and cultural, I also understand that people allow it.

I did every blogs writing in my copybook and then looking in the dictionary word by word, still feel I didn’t learned anything. I can not retain the words even if I write then by hand and then on the computer word by word.

Letting aside my annoyance about the colonization through the language, I understand that English is necessary as it is a reality, like it or no, it is a universal language.

I hope to at some point take classes but with a different method and spend much more time al least two to three hours daily; I have to go step by step and for scratch.

When did I used English?

Only for classes to make the videos and edit the blogs with my roommate and only to realize that I use many time the some word, yet I do not memorized. The way of writing cause me conflict with the Spanish, because more than even I turn the words in spañish by the way it is written in English.

Maybe if had spent more time on the classes but I really would not think very different.

I performed online exercises, used the platform  and I fin it hard, it take me a lot of time to do en exercise, because I search the word in the dictionary

This semester has been even more complex, because outside the University the Egress Work and my job I got less time.

I know all this are only excuses, or so it seers but is my reality. I assume how much it cost me even when may pride bother me.