The good and the bad of this year.

Something inside me don’t want to write this, i don’t lie to think too much in the past, because there is nothing to do with it, i prefer to think in the present or even better, in the future. But i have to do this homework.

This has been a very interesting year in many aspects, i got tested multiple times in my personal life and i discover things about me that i let go, but, i always love and sometimes it looks like it was trying to found me. These last words are about the exploration and study of the spiritual and energetic world, the metaphysic connection of the life and the way the world interact with itself.

I’m not very fetishist or fan of the avatars but I got a place for my “altar” again, now my concept of altar is not a worship space, is a space that reminds me there is something beyond of we can perceive, and is very important to remember it, because many times our life and it’s “reality” the system we are submersed make us forget it, even when the life try to reminds us about it in many ways.

In other hand I been analyzing myself and working the things I don’t like about me, is difficult, even when I’m very self-critical, too much in many occasions, bee self-critical and don’t change anything is waste of time.

I try to apply this to my professional and student life, and sometimes I can’t do it, but I will keep trying.

This year is almost over and this has been a very tough year and I can’t give up even when sometimes I feel overwhelm. The academic part of this year is almost over, and when that is finished, I will be able to do what I like.